im finallllly 17

so exactly 17 years ago i was born =D
well i havent really updated much been so busy tryna set my records strate with surgery, & college...
updateee timee
so ive had approximately 4 appointmnts since my last update
well the docs had switched my whole plan so instead of making one cut on my top jaw they r now going to cut into 3 peices..finally right?
NOO two days ago my doc calls to tell me that plans are changing again! what is going on here!!! apparently my doc sounded uneasy and has no idea what they want to do..
it feels like i am being subjected to torture of braces grrr
anyhow i gotta stay postive right? got an appointmnt tomorow hopefully somethn good happens..

anyhow i hope everyone is doing good, and enjoyin the fall time, cuz i sure am sike, fall= gettn colds not cool..-_-
------------------Maya =)

patience is virtue? i think

so i had another appointmnt today....i spent a good hour with the docs. They did more molds on me, usually ppl have an average of 4 molds one thru out the whole process, well i havent had surgery yet and i have about 8..haha i found that funny
well wen i waited until the molds set, i had a very interestin convo wit the doc bout college. take it im supposed to be a senior in highschool but lucky me i got to skip junior yr =D im not sure if strtn in january was a smart thing? i was jus thinkn ahead...smart right? well too late to change that guess got to keep prayn that surgery happns before january =X
wen the mold sets the doc said its getting there!!! yaaaaaaaaay hopefully in another 2 weeks wit elastics id be ready...fingers crossed
anyhow i hope you guys had a great summer and are ready for FALL.....=D

OHH anyone in the east coast has probably heard bout hurricane Earl =O i dnt know i jus felt like mentioning that lol

wooow does time fly

well, this summer is closing up on a good way....and bad ofcourse. My love for writing music is taking me some where..hopefully some where far. Things are going okay, i get to see my friends and finally got to hang out =)..

AND now the bad since the last time i blogged ive had 3 appointments and all with bad news =( so apparently my upper jaw is uneven...probably thinkn uneven what??? well my left upper jaw is shorter then my right side....its really hard to explain it i will try to post pics as soon as possible. I was also told that my right upper jaw molars do not fully connect with my bottom...ahh my mouth is horrible -_-

apparently in February 2009 when my ortho told me its going to be a long road he wasnt joking...well my nxt appointmnt is 2 weeks hopefully by then something good would have comes out of it....=(
but i guess got to let time pass..hopefully something happens..i hope

grrrrrrrrr still not ready

so i had an appointment with my ortho today. what happened? well, lets see apparently from the two premolars and wisdom tooth on my top left side of my mouth that they want down only one came down. Conclusion; the wisdom tooth is fused with the bone so that wont be coming down any soon, and the other premolar seems to be impacted by the wisdom tooth. confusing i know....
when i asked if they can just go ahead with the surgery they told me that they want everything to be stable and they want my teeth to fit "perfectly". so i guess 2 more weeks it is till i go back. But what sucks is my orthos all the way at NYU in the city a hour away from where i live. so a hour to get there 30 minutes to be told come back in 2 weeks and an hour and half to get home (traffic) damn this road is a long one but you must sacrifice in order to achieve a goal.
from the looks of it surgery might happen in late august or early september what the case maybe it looks like ima be startn college in the spring. oh well right?
since there isnt anythin new right now im hoping you guys are enjoyin ur summer and makin the best of it..=)

Martin Luther King
We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope. .

so its not lookin to bright for me, but hey the suns jus behind the clouds right now...

nothn seems to be going my way. Had an appointment yesterday and i was soooooo happy that i was going to find out when i would be havin my surgery....but did i find out? NO smh god this sucks so much. apparently, there are too many complications regarding my airway and one side of my jaw....but i got to love my friends being really supportive, i love you guys.

These past couple of days ive been trying to find out why out of everyone in my family im the only one wit jaw problems...my conclusion NOT GENETICS, lol.....apparently when i was 10 months old i fell down the stairs ouchh...but i was tough lil baby..wen many would cry i laughed my ass off..(true story smh) and then when i was 3 got hit by a bat in the face.... when i was 4 a bike accident which ended up in me landing my face in the cement...7 years old i was playin basketball n some player from the other team apparently was not happy with the outcome of the game n without knowledge the ball hit me on the side of my face....but hey its all good now. when i was 11 i landed my face in ice...ahhh PPL NEVER PLAY FOOTBALL IN THE ICE....but hey my team won =) and the last time i can remember that may have resulted in my jaw being this horrible...is i walked into a car and hit my face in the window...yeah sounds weird well i was wlking and they pulled their car back n boom....

i guess even though my surgery is being postponed its for my own good, but you have to love the NYU team, my orthos team especially, when they told me the surgery was not going to happen wen i wanted it, jus the look in their faces said it all. I guess i jus have to be patient...my next appointment is in 11 days, hopefully my molars would come down by then....i hope..

another day....?

soooo, today i went baq to my ortho in hopes of getting the thumbs up for surgery. After much yelling and arguing with my parents. Might i say not the most supportive with anythn and to them this surgery is not imporant. Obviously i think otherwise. But i Arrived there at 1:30 left at 3:00, only to know i have to come back this thursday to see the surgeons smh. In the mean while i had more impressions done which was well utterly disgustin but i lov my orthos theyd do anythn even if it means flavorin the pink thingy used to be impressions if that makes it easier for me. Man i really really cant wait for my surgery im prayin its for early August!!!!!!
Also while i was there one head resident ortho came to me and told me after i have the surgery ima look beautiful. smh what about now? lolz but im in for whatever.
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summer '10

so junes is almost over.....damn why cant my appointment come sooner...the 12th is really too long.-_- in the mean time, im tryna enjoy my summer before i go under the knife cuz im pretty sure after that my summer will pretty much be spent tryna recover.
well....today i actually closed my mouth and to my surprise both sides of my teeth touch =O which is soooooo cool lol